Today’s scripture: Esther 4:14 (NRSV) (KJV) (The Message) What might God be saying to me?
My thoughts (Lynnette Pullen):
I think we all fear the sting of physical death. Does it hurt? How long will it take?
However, there is another kind of death; death of self. Death of our own personal desires and pursuits for the benefit of someone else. In other words, endangering yourself to save another. That sort of death is undoubtedly painful. I have been in this position more than once in my life. I would like to be able to say that I have always chosen to put my neck on the line for another but that would not be the truth. I now face this decision again in my life like never before. The circumstances are more serious, the consequences quite grave and the death will likely be slow and painful.
As I pondered what I should do, a good friend led me to this scripture which I will share with you:
If you keep quiet at a time like this, deliverance and relief for the Jews will arise from some other place, but you and your relatives will die. Who knows if perhaps you were made queen for such a time as this? Esther 4:14
I reflected on the times when I did not make the right decision to put myself at risk to help another. In the end it was more painful to admit that I had disobeyed God and stood by while someone was in need. Having to live with that is like living in a cage. This verse reminds me that while these positions in life can be scary and overwhelming, I was created to handle whatever may come my way. God has placed me in this position because God trusts me and has given me the grace and authority to deal with the aftermath. It also reminds me that if I disobey, there will be devastating consequences.
Living free means obeying God, regardless of the cost. Dying hard means to walk boldly into danger knowing the risk and accepting whatever may come. It is definitely easier to say than to do! Whether it’s standing up for gay rights to your family, confronting your friend who is unfaithful to his/her spouse, or reporting your neighbor’s habitual drunk driving, doing the right thing can come at a cost. Consider reading the story of Esther to help guide and encourage you in your life as you encounter these types of situations.
Prayer for the day: Lord, sometimes it is so difficult to risk our safety and security to help another. Please help us see that you are our ultimate safe place. Help us to do the things you created us to do. Give us the courage to stand in the face of danger and not run. Help us to help those who cannot help themselves, no matter the cost.
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